You're feeling it instantly, in seconds, you see it gone like it never existed. I wish I could disappear the minute I allow myself to sleep. I wish I would never need to fit into reality. To date, I deem that I've never intersect with genuine contentments, I've never truly smiled from the bottom of my heart. I learned that happy is meaningless. Happiness is short-lived and I can't explain.

Have you ever been really happy? How long did your happiness last and how happy were you then?