The eyes refuse to shut -I haven't slept. This totally disgust me. I'm at my wits' end, I need to play with these insane individual hallucination mind games just to get the basic optimum amount of sleep. I see the sky changes its light, the sun raise, the lamplights dim, I see stars fade through the naked eyes like a compulsory routine. Why can't I be like any other normals? Currently, I'm under medication. I reckon, it's not assisting me in anyway. I can't sleep. I can't sleep. I need some help so much.
Something's not right, my health's not right. And the biological clock in me creeks in silent dialogue.