Tuesday, January 16, 2007
InwardConfloption
I saw that man together with his wife. Like finally, after so long. The man who effortlessly dispensed burning hell unto me (& my family), literally screwed up our life and squeezed my tears dry. I hate him. I hate him. And I hate him! I abhor him till the extend whereby i wish he could just die right before my eyes. The sins he compelled will NEVER be forgotten. These unglam memories inflicted hurts so badly that it parallels so much like the end of the world for me; all I ever did was to weep helplessly -to sleep.
Since he threw my life once giving me an odious time picking it back. I will make him suffer ten hundred thousand times more than what I have been through. He'll have a taste of it, of how it feels like to be living in a family, under a roof filled with chaos. I want him to live in regret, for his entire life from now and after.
How funny. He didn't even dare to look straight into my eyes. FCUK YOU, REN. FCUK YOU.
You will never comprehend the pain in me, till date. How much I teared in the middle of the night, how much i shiver whenever I allowed my thoughts to run wild thinking history's repeating itself. How very much my brother was scared out of his wits when receiving annoynomous calls making brutish remarks. How much and how very much of everything. I want you to be sorry for my tears and pain. This enmity between us (Yourself, Myself & Daddy) shall never be resolved. I understand, I should not be washing dirty linens in public. And so, vague details.
I Love You, Daddy.
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