you know, life gets so weak and meaningless sometimes. you just shun off all that surrounds as well as the may-not-prick. you'll tend to plunge into self reflection, reminisce the saccharine and the not so happy memories and, play trial and error thinking who are the essential candidates in your dully monotonous life.
and as you caper yourself with this little mind game, you'll start questioning and turn skeptical.
"How do you define essential candidates in your life?"
she dead wish to be left alone when she hates the emotional ride she might eventually hitch on unknowingly.
despondent with a little barrenness in within; which makes me mentally unproductive. i need a distinctively major release from this inner incommodious feelings. they're excruciating hard; pounding like they never did.
i miss you, but theres one two three more days. such agonies.
now i wish i wasn't even in love. now im inflicted with negative auras with regards to relationships magnified by a million times :(