Monday, November 27, 2006
InwardConfloption
its loathesome, to sit by and wait; covering wid a costume.
i cant help but reminiscing the bac'dated memories.
how we first met, how much i've hated you initially thinking that you're an awesome sore eye. how disgusting i think you were. how we set our eyes on each other. how you dominated my bed allowing a chance fo me to set a curse on you. how we first communicated. how we first held hands. our first outing. your first phone call to me. your first text for me. how you didnt understand what was 'i heart you'. how i thought your jokes were as cold as an ice-freeze. how i rolled my eyes when you're the lead in a conversation. the nasty names i've provided for you.
and the list goes on.
i hated and loathe you so much before that the slightest thought of you could trigger me to rip your head off and the mention of your name could provoke me to shoot you straight down.
and at tis point in time, you're still ever holding these silly grudges over my comments on you before. im laughing over them, and it makes me wanna die o laughing; i cant deny.
where foes could actually dislodge and breakaway friendship, then gradually, it leads to a wonder in a relationship :)
an initial thought that you're a mere acquaintance. bt now, you're made a Jossy's necessity.
if i could turn bac the hands o time, to when i could spend almost 24/7 with you.