Wednesday, October 18, 2006
InwardConfloption
she wants to reject da taste o food. superficial's a necessity to her. she hates it when inferiority comes in and overwhelm her dilut'n her eyes wif tears. she loathes da sight of reflections, reflect'n superficially and insida soul. mirror's her biggest insult, they terrify her. she dislikes to see herself anywhere, she wish she would nvr know how she look'd like. never ever.
she hates herself fo envy'n others for their superficial aspects. she knows where she stands among da crowd. she doesnt wana put on pretty clothes to cover up her flaws. she doesnt wana wear a fake smile, parad'n on da streets. she wants herself bac, impossibly.
judgements and criticisms attacks, she wants none of dese nomore. it wld haf bn a front if she said she cldnt be less bother'd.
fcuk this. her life's screw'd entirely.
prob, she shldnt even step out.
she ought to be kept indoors.
nobody's perfect; bt shes just to imperfect to be true.
who doesnt want to look dainty and delicate?