great thanks to ms deb. :) [deb, jolin, jossy]
the man who loves me more than himself

its fcuktard today. entirely, screwed day for me.
had to manage an insane weeping, next, someone branded me a fcuker on the other end.
fcuk this day. im collapsing. im narcoleptic!
ahhhh. goddamn this. it scuks to the dickest fcukn corrrrrrrreeeeeeee!!! ....... eeee.

went to deb's with jolin. project was our main concern. to our amazement, we ended up settling into cleansing technique course. it was fun though, i admitted. and it made me suggest that i havent been doing the right thang to my face. now i see why its been not been a good skin for dockley years-since the day i was brought into this world filled with hatred; love. i dont care.

i cant exactly recall when's the last meal with dad alone. it was nice and sweet though.
hurrm.. like husband and wife :D
i looovvvvveeeeee daddy SOOO much! daddy's da' greatest man in muh dumbuped world!! !

ARRHHARR. i guess its time to flex your brain muscles. squeezn 'em damn juices out.
freeing yourself from the right and wrong.
learn to let go, dork. dont be sucha kickarse.
un-bothered'.

i thought that my day was bad, but you came along and made it worse.
fcuk that bitch.

things has turned out to be some ugly realities. now, i hear your voice as noise. the sight of you hammers me. a withered rose, filled with thorns. getting rid of 'em, how hard i tried. pricks inflicted injuries on me. i squinched my eyes, my hands up. a white flag rised above. judges, crowds saw what i meant. every word preached, i shunned it. i love the way it is, shutting you down in me. you're gone now and always. leave it.. stay far from this.