Monday, September 11, 2006
InwardConfloption
msn's screwed for me today. its fcukd. im rejected ! i tell myself, its under construction.
msn's under construction; but not me.
my mind's made up. pendings are over. no. not walking down this street alone.
beneath the stars, though you're so far. you and i, we're on the same ground. together.
somehow, i feel your presence inside-of me.
in my bones, i sensed your loneliness. you're aghast, i reckon. i know.
waking up under the rising sun. i'm wishing for the moon. a simple call, maximised anticipation.
im still waiting, here.
im throwing the future away now. future, we'll say next.
i heard, if there isnt forever.
someday, we'll descend into the ugly truth.
you know? im beginning to disgust reality.
but. im still smiling.
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fourth day > im still alive.p/s: condolences to my bro siongwei. world's not turning against the people. be strong (: