Monday, September 11, 2006
InwardConfloption
stuffs bought at zouk flea
4 of us (: happy happy !
tc.jossy.leon.rongna.jolin
sheltering away from the rain
siongwei. my all time favourite bro!
his best words are 'byebye' bahaha
its been three days, poignant.
hunted at zouk flea . well, not many fantastic catches though. managed to get 2 bags, a top, and a beanie in muh bare hands. next, headed for some mini slacking then travelled to town. met siongwei who is under some severe depression. i was consternated. he bought movie tix alone, for what. i guess to create some buffer zone between reality and fascination. thus, we tried our inchd luck hoping i could get a seat next to him. nevertheless, we got it; wonderment !
unhinged. ludicrous. contradictions.
these attack, shot right through her brain unmercilessly.
brain juices refused to work well recently, heart and mind going against each and every thought of hers; opposite attracts. its fcuktard, totally, en masse.
thoughts arrived in oodles. practical and some fuggd. she mocked at her silliness. how stupid!
humans, complicated animals allowing their mind to rule over their heart.
people do change. you do, do you?
how dementing, shutting words down beneath the truth when every sentence counts.
bulwarking herself, resisting .. switching off inner thoughts.
who speaks of future when everythings filled with mist and uncertainties.
inferiority's staring straight down on her, defenseless.
click future with a stop. impediment the moment, she know. its important
trying to walk away, head lying and choked.
no way, she needs you. she know.
love, kisses and such. you permit or not.
yes or no?