Jossy @Blogspot

2008-08-21T13:45:00.004+08:00

Thanks for the three hundred and forty eight posts.

Will generate something new, some other time. I think.

Till then.

2008-07-08T13:54:00.001+08:00

I love you today, tomorrow and after.

2008-07-05T15:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENE.

huge love.

2008-07-02T23:16:00.001+08:00

She's still doing good.

2008-07-02T22:57:00.002+08:00

Words can't say enough. I know this post came a little too late. I love you all.

Thank you all for the surprise with uniforms plus three hundred balloons minus six burst ones.

Thank you all for the wonderful day; the perfect birthday.

2008-06-11T10:56:00.004+08:00

Jossy's a happy kid. I know my friends are planning my birthday instead of me planning for it. I love them all you see. I've never been so excited for my birthday this entire life. I've never anticipated this much :) Thank you all.

p/s: I know they're gonna hang up pweeettttyyyy balloons for me :) Debbie told me, Yi Xuan told me and Karen told me. Helium or breath is fine lovelies =)) Like I said, mark down your names on the balloons and I'll keep them under my pillow.

-Yixuan, I'll cut a small piece out and keep it in my wallet. No worries. =/

2008-06-08T20:29:00.002+08:00

My birthday's this Sunday. I bought the cake, and yes, it's pathetic I understand. Mommy says, birthday girl should get her own birthday cake. But hell yes, I've never imagined cakes to be so expensive. But, cake's sweet. I want EVERYONE I've invited to attend. Fcuk, do I sound like a fcuktard desperate shithead fcuker?

Dear friends, I know some of you read my blog. Please hang balloons can? Pweeeety balloons. :)))

Its like, I DONT BLARDY CARE.

EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU MUST BE THERE. =D

2008-06-02T00:21:00.002+08:00

It's been seven days. Thank you for the everyday calls, your voice marks the start of the day. I know, you're the one. You're the one, Eugene.

2008-05-29T02:40:00.001+08:00

You never fail to leave something behind, whenever you'll be gone for quite some time.

2008-05-29T02:20:00.004+08:00

I've been crippled on bed for the past three days. My brain burned like charcoals on fire, feet freezed like ice. I'm under strong medications, pills which don't work. I'm worn out, I need to sleep, pills are giving the negative effects. Something's missing.

2008-04-28T10:58:00.002+08:00

Last night, Eugene wrote me a birthday proposal for my celebration while I was busy sleeping. Ahhhhhhhhh. How sweet :)

2008-04-21T22:37:00.007+08:00

I think I really need to put in a hundred tons of effort in succumbing my temper. Eugene's gonna register me for anger management I deem. I must say, he's really sweet and I got to acknowledge them. Eugene's vexing the cost of the twenty-first birthday present. :( Don't like!

To be honest, there's no excitement in me in the context of the birthday. No thought of celebrating, no thought of wanting it to be big nor anything. Well, a month or so to go, we'll decide how. But Haa! At least I'm glad that Eugene's gonna make it in time for my birthday and I wouldn't need to have it spent without him. You know, its like.. so wrong without the boyfriend on birthdays.

Life's been work and work. No major outings, no more frequent gatherings. I reflect its more or less a journey for one to go through and give up some things which are considered less vital in life, so as to gain something larger in the prospect of the future. Alright. Period. :)

Oh fcuk and yes. I think I'm under this smoker's cough crap. Damn bad. It's been more than a month. Probably, it's time to totally cut the stick or consult a doctor for some bullshit to cure the crap. Well..

I love you, Gene.

2008-04-08T23:00:00.002+08:00

I attended the virgin client meeting with my manager today. Alright, I think I scuk though, getting cold feets upon receiving questions. How bad. Its okay, at least an experience on how to tackle immediate questions and on. I seriously can't wait to be able to handle a project on my own and send a smile to my results. :)

The bad thing is, I'm fcuking under the weather. I just can't blardy put a cease to coughing and spitting of phlegms. I think, I got this damn sickness after my last clubbing session. Fcukshit! Now I miss going out. :( Anyway, it's okay.

Oh. Today's the last class for Professional Comm and so, we had this mini celebration. Cool shit! My lecturer popped two champagnes in class today and I got to eat two pieces of pizza, drink alittle and ate some nachos.

Whatever, I miss him.

2008-04-07T23:55:00.002+08:00

One of the best days in life :) I've finally received this dream job of mine, a position in the events agency. I love the office you see, walls are painted black and low hanging dim shines. Have I mentioned that I'll be having my namecard printed? Alright, nothing bighoohaa. Nonetheless, a good start I would say.

2008-03-27T03:37:00.004+08:00

I'm having this fcuking strong hunch. I think, I'm gonna lock myself up within the four walls very fcuking soon. This isn't the first fcuking attempt. I abhor it, totally. Fcuk. I need to do something to make myself smile more, to make myself laugh more. I need to do something, to make myself feel happy. Really happy. Its been awhile..
Noone's the issue, it's me. Fcuking problematic. Fcuk.

2008-03-27T03:27:00.002+08:00

Its been weeks since I last blogged, that I can almost forget the ID and password. Life's been not too bad though, anyway I'm just bumping around. Rejected three job offers, I got to be sick in the brain and frozen inside the nerves. Suddenly, I feel pathetic. I can sleep now, just that I refused to. Like I said, I think I'm turning alittle insane. Too much sleep, too much nicotine, too little money. Kanasai.

Digressing, Eugene mastered a skill. An awesome skill. Lion Dancing. Fab Fab Fab I would say. It makes me laugh, from the bottom, deep down there. Then, it makes me feel like puking after laughing so hard. Well, and oh. I videocammed it down! But only, for my reference. Aww. I love you. I'll post it someday, and thats when he steps on my toe :) Lovely.

2008-03-12T23:16:00.002+08:00

For the people whom I've kept in close contact with jolly well knows that I spell, jobless. Tomorrow, I shall head on for an interview. I have no idea what to wear, what to say and which amount of salary I should expect. Alright. I'm a freshy, with no adequate experience, knowledge wise.. fcuking shallow. Dorkshit. I shall just see how things go tomorrow.

Wish me luck. (For, my pockets are burning -BIG FAT TIME!) Goodnight.

2008-03-11T11:48:00.007+08:00

Hello Everyone. Its my first post as of March. :) (Wl. like who cares.)
At all, I've so decided to adjust the blogskin (Fyi. I reused the old one, effing lazy to search for a new.) because I received 9876543210 complains with regards to the previous. My flashbox's revived too :) Ever since I put a cease to working, I've been out as soon as the afternoon breaks in and back home after the biological clock ticks after one a.m. Well, this shows why my blog's in this ultimate stagnant condition. Pathetic shit.

Anyway, an update of Eugene. He's out there in search of JI. He's absolutely irritated over this arrangement you see. Somewhere in some park wearing some fisherman hat, riding on some bicycle whether rain or shine consuming some monstrous packet of food. HAHA. Well, JI wouldn't surrender you see. How bad, and we see him almost everywhere sticking on some walls. Duh. Bad bad bad. Then gosh, some people actually tore his face off. Nothing personal with the government. At the start, you see him with and without moustache. Weeks later, his side view?! I forsee, we'll all get to see his back view fairly soon. =/

Peace Sg. (I'm not trying to sound patriotic. But whatever. Bye.)

P/s: Happy birthday once again March Babies. TC & Na.

2008-03-11T11:46:00.000+08:00

Please don't come ruining the home again. You're wise enough.

2008-02-21T09:35:00.004+08:00

Alright, I'm down with the familiar sore eye again. Okay, I was vain enough to apply some unessential eye cream to get it in such a bad shape.

Oh, and please laugh. Aunt says I got it because I "CBP-ed". And what does CBP means? It says, "C" Boy Pee. =/

Alamak, Aunt. WAKE UP CAN!

2008-02-20T09:50:00.002+08:00

I'm amazed at how much I can miss the boy. Have I mentioned it before?
Last night, he talked to me about, marriage. Oh God. :)

2008-02-19T15:06:00.000+08:00

Damn Hawabi, damn!

2008-02-15T09:48:00.005+08:00

Today, I'm having leftover pizza for breakfast. I reheated the damn piece of bread for five minutes and it turned out crust unheated, ingredients melted and sauce dried. :( Fcuked up microwave machine in a fcuked up company. Oh well, company's lunch later (yes, again) at the yatch club. I'm so going to eat till I bloat and explode with butterflies and get the company's pocket so dry since the company's been over utilizing me to do things which are not within my scope. I don't mean to repeat this, but indeed, I hate the fat belly man who is so fat that he can't even bring himself to pick up pieces of torn papers on the floor, yes. I understand, sometimes, big bellies make hindrance. And yes, I do comprehend your Hokkien language Mr Fat.

I know that I shouldn't be cursing and swearing during this auspicious period since CNY hasn't officially ended. But, I hope that your belly will explode like a bomb while eating and I will be laughing my hearts out and see you cry like a baby with me stuffing more pizzas into your tummy. I'll pour tobasco all over your head, sting your eyes and knock your teeth, throw you into the sea and drop roses onto the water. In your next life, if you're lucky enough, be a mermaid. Otherwise, reincarnate as a maid with villainous employers who will not put a cease to making you act like the pre-fortunate cinderella.

Anyway yesterday, Debbie and myself had a mini Valentines celebration in class. We bought Soup Spoon and cakes for dinner. The cake I bought was pretty and yummylicious, while Debbie's looked like hard rock shit. HAHA!

Anyhows, off to chucking the one quarter eaten microwaved disastrous pizza.

P/s: Fat bellied man looks like a big fat angbao today.

2008-02-14T09:44:00.008+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY :))

Thank you for the lovely gift.

Thank you for the past year and months.

Thank you for everyday.

Thank you, Eugene.

Things are not the same. It's the love that I've found, ever since you've been around.

And so, whats new? You're at the other end of Singapore, army took you away. Once again :( See you tomorrow!

2008-02-13T13:47:00.003+08:00

Life's incomprehensible. If God brings us with him, gone we'll be. Loved ones, weep no more. We loved.

2008-02-13T09:32:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I wonder, how tiring can life get. Nevertheless, it beats having nothing to do. The module, Communication and Conflict Management is intolerable to its brim I swear! (Especially when it comes with this uber uninteresting lecturer). She's the worst lecturer I've ever come in contact with, wasting her life in lecture rooms I think. Students were literally staring blankly, yawning in umpteens and immensely occupied in peeling their mandarin oranges. Ughh, presentation's gonna be held this Saturday. Badly dreadful and unprepared.

Surprisingly amazed at how much I can miss the boyfriend. He's away at outfield, YET AGAIN! :)

2008-02-12T15:44:00.001+08:00

GONG XI FA CAI ALL !

I'm so going crazy over mahjong sessions. Last night's session was excessively dreadful -Unluckily lost all my kachinngggs to Daddy. Above of that, the boyfriend had to text me "ZHA HU!", and Cecilia had to call and say "LOSE MORE!". What a beautiful friend and boyfriend I own :(

The winnings shall get us a new mahjong table. (Quote, Daddy)
-Like duh, winnings attained comes from inside my pocket Dad!

I shall upload blueprints taken during CNY sometime soon. Not many though, I was busy investing my dollars instead of posing infront of the rectangulars. =D

2008-01-30T10:12:00.000+08:00

Ycuks! Without warning, I thought of a person. The thought of him disgust me big time. Eee. I was blind. So damn blind, and dumb.

2008-01-30T09:50:00.000+08:00

Hello. I'm getting my O2 next week, XDA Zinc to be exact. I've heard of numerous negative comments on this little device, but well, it's worth a try. All I ever need to do is to upgrade it's ROM, it's gonna be fantastic I tell you! Mmmmmmmmm. CANT WAIT.

Digressing, Valentines' around the corner, and I have the major urge to just get some chocolates and sweets for the boyfriend. :) -and get my throat slit. Will be meeting Eugene for dinner tonight. Till then.

Oh, was stoning minutes ago and I remembered the boyfriend text-ed something along this line.
Eugene: I will protect you with my life. (Okay, yaaaaaaaaaaaaa right.) =/

p/s: Hi Baby, your tattoo's gonna be a year old. Happy Birthday, Tat.

2008-01-29T16:21:00.000+08:00

There are so many things left unsaid, just because, I allowed pride to step right all over my head. I'll never declare how much I love you, I'll never.

I'm afraid, maybe.

2008-01-24T12:01:00.000+08:00

This morning, I woke up with my fingers and toes feeling numb and cramped, my throat was desert dry and my head felt like it was heated with charcoals just minutes ago. Then I know, I had a bad dream.

2008-01-23T15:42:00.001+08:00

For the past few hours, I've been surfing between HTC, O2, HTC, O2, HTC, O2, HTC and O2. Phone reviews, forums, phone reviews, forums, phone, forums, phone reviews and forums.
I want you badly enough to rob and kill. :(

2008-01-22T14:00:00.000+08:00

Spring cleaning's gonna be held this Saturday. I guess, I'll be throwing half of my past gifts and teddys away (By the way, I own approximately forty big and small teddys), teddys which holds indepth memories might be kept, and some, chucked. Not like I've been holding onto the past relationships by keeping them, but, its just not the appropriate time for them to go yet. This Saturday, it shall be.

This year shall be the second valentines where the boyfriend will be spending time in camp, and myself, work and school :(

p/s: Hello Debbie, you shall be my valentine this year, yet again. :)

2008-01-22T11:38:00.000+08:00

TianCher Vs Jossy

I eat humans.

No. I eat TianCher only.

Loves, Maneater.

2008-01-17T16:58:00.000+08:00

Stuck at work, with the heaven comfort of a cushioned chair and the heavy blasting air conditioner accompanied with my little music gadget's earpiece sticked into my ears. Minor issue is, there is nothing left for me to do. Thursdays have been loves to me. Tonight, I shall head home straight after work to get the maximum amount of rest a person probably can receive, to energize myself for the longgg weekend which very much consist of work, school, clubbing, chalet and way soooo much funnnnnnnn! :)

Jossy, you'll need to cut down on alcohol and faggys. It's time to learn, to control. (Quote, Jake)

2008-01-16T20:05:00.000+08:00

You're my favourite portrait, my favourite vintage ;)

2008-01-16T19:20:00.000+08:00

Enjoy the blueprints.

Thats all folks! =)

2008-01-16T09:48:00.000+08:00

Good morning ! I have so much urge to say, the lecturer last night was such an imperfect actress, a handful of classmates spell STRANGE STRANGE STRANGE. Anyhows, pictures shall be posted tonight, and that is if I'm not too lazy.

Humans who fail to recollect the entire chunk of goings-on after an enormous dosage of intoxicants are, underfoot creatures. Very well, one of the genuine candidate would be the boyfriend. How great. Oh, Eugene's at field camp. Random.

Aiya, I think, I'm so hard to please. I hate feeling artificial/displease towards the midst of changing of an exasperating incident. Ughh. Bad, period.

2008-01-15T13:39:00.001+08:00

C'mon! Life's about alcohol and nicotine.

AGREE.

2008-01-12T12:04:00.000+08:00

Long awaited! :) Hair perming at three today. How loveeeelyyy. I hope I'll turn out fine though. (Have you guys heard about the legendary story of TianCher, Donnathan and Leon? Okay, one of the lowest days in their life, because, their hair perming session turned into dshfdshfdshfdshfdsfh.) Tonight, dinner and Obar with the clique.

Happy Birthday Ah Man!

2008-01-11T14:57:00.000+08:00

I noticed, my journal is very much deprived of happy posts. In short, my life works like labour.

Either, you'll never change. Or, I can never inflict a stop to wanting more. Words. Cheapflick, yours. Those excuses and apologies generate without effort, then, received and thrown.
-She's the cause of my behaviour for wanting more, I received too much from her in the past.

Jossy, be happy. It's so damn easy.

2008-01-10T11:48:00.000+08:00

100% COMPLETED

Digressing. Taking a closer look, actually my boss's so very handsome. Dashing American Boss!

2008-01-10T10:03:00.000+08:00

School's officially commencing next week. Hectic schedules of projects are bound to pile up again, and I can forsee myself bringing stacks of papers to work. (For your information, I bring my projects to do at work, I print them at work, and I file them at work. Not that I'm trying to scrimp and save, but, why not use?) :D I'm fine, it beats having nothing to do which will in turn cause me to profuse Eugene with endless silly questions. (It just happened last night) I know, he hates it. But, I don't care :) Results will be revealed tomorrow. Wish me luck, need luck. My mind's infested with thoughts of going on leave tomorrow to perm my hair! Ugh, Eugene's all for it. Nevertheless, I think I should leave it for better use. :)
Oh, I've finally had my email addy changed and having my msn contacts imported without much hassle. Aww, many thanks Jake.

Communication and Conflict Management, Professional Communication and Print News I, Hello.

2008-01-09T12:11:00.001+08:00

Everyday, I'm getting out of bed the very same way, knowing I'll be going through the identical mundane routine such as the yesterdays'. The sky looks so bright, and yet I see darkness falling from the side. Then I know, how much I wished the night would last, where isolation would become the ordinaries. I realised.

2008-01-09T12:11:00.000+08:00

Nervous breakdown over upcoming results. It should be good. No, it must be good.

2008-01-04T11:12:00.000+08:00

The sorrow of mine, is the happiness of others. I'm not good enough, I was never good enough.

2008-01-03T16:53:00.000+08:00

90% Completed

2008-01-03T09:59:00.000+08:00

I'm bored and so, I've come to a decision -Do blogging. The major issue is, I have nothing much to talk about. All I wanted to say was, Fcukin' exhaustion kills! Damnit.

How I wish I'm situated in front of the mahjong decks with a cup of McFlurry in my hands. Sweet.

2008-01-02T14:01:00.001+08:00

UNDER CONSTRUCTION, STILL.

2008-01-02T10:58:00.000+08:00

New Year's celebration lasted from eight thirty p.m till eight a.m, ending with sets of delicious MacDonald's breakfast :) Leon mummy's cooking was a blast! We had over excessive cans of beer, tub of ben jerrys, two mahjong tables, a deck of cards and packs of nicely sticked up nicotines. I enjoyed myself, and I hope the clique did.
Can't wait for Saturday's Sentosa outing. Sun, be tame.

At the end of the day, I know that you're still the one whom I can lean on.

2007-12-31T11:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE.

Resolutions are kept in within, to be fulfilled.

I just want to be happy, simply.

Hello, 08'

2007-12-28T09:33:00.000+08:00

I'm getting short-changed at work today. Colleagues will get to head back home after company's lunch, except for me. dshfs. Anyhows, lunch is going to be held at Hokkaido Japanese Restaurant. I'm fine now, just let me receive big during today's company lucky draw. Return Air Ticket to Bangkok !! =D Pretty.

p/s: I hate the fat belly man in my office. Eee.

2007-12-27T15:25:00.000+08:00

I see things, I've seen many incidents evolving around me. Today, I experience the ugly sides of humans. I need to learn, I have so much more to learn. When you sink into this practical world of reality.

2007-12-26T11:07:00.000+08:00

At ten forty a.m, I received a text message from Leon. Message as follows,

Hey peeps! The biggest event of the year has arrived. Countdown at Leon's house 2007. At Leon's place this Monday. 31st, dusk till dawn. Its the biggest event since zoukout in the local club scene. The mom is cooking, so please reply within ten seconds of receiving. Guest dj such as Armin, Booka Shade, Steveoki and legendary Daft Punk would be hitting live sets. By the way, BRING YOUR OWN BOOZE! Club conditions apply. If you are working late that day or the following, FUCK IT! ITS COUNTDOWN TIME! By the way, don't tell me its too far from your house, damn i hate that shit. Haha cheers! and REPLY! expect crowd numbers to swell up to thousands.

I personally find this message relatively interesting. You know, people practice a diversity of methods in conveying messages =/ His messages are, Splendid.

2007-12-26T09:37:00.000+08:00

Basically, Christmas felt very much like Chinese New Year. Mahjong and cards were my games for two days. A mahjong beginner and regular cards patron who won fifteen bucks collectively. No big deal, but never felt better :) Eugene has just mentioned about the yummylicious frog porridge, it's a major craving to be satisfied soon. I need to subside my passion for food. Badly. defectively horizontal, yours truly.

Evil. My tummy has to ache whenever I'm stuck at work. F.

2007-12-24T11:36:00.000+08:00

Hey, Xmas!

Will be putting a stop to work at three. Aw. Basically, today's programme will be Eugene's grams and Guihe's place. There's a high possibility of setting up of mahjong tables and tables layed up for cards players. Whilst, some will sleep, and some up for dvds. I want to win money, wish me luck =/ I can't wait. Gambling keeps me awake! I'm so hungry now. Nasty.

2007-12-19T15:05:00.000+08:00

What I do during work.(!)

2007-12-17T11:47:00.000+08:00

Everything's better. So much better I would say. The feeling is generated to more than letting go. We're having it worked out. Lets run out to the field and we'll see the stars, enjoy the laughs. Forget the jars of tears. I'm glad to receive you back, without love damaged.

2007-12-13T12:29:00.000+08:00

I just deactivated my facebook account five minutes ago. I'll probably activate a new account five days later. I think facebook's some crapshit, but it seems to attract so many people, both the young and old. I'm getting out of trend terribly. I need to blend in. :D

Okay, I'm now so sure that I want to change a new email address -The current one scuks gross. How do I change it without having to add my contacts all over again? Someone, please advise.

2007-12-12T15:15:00.000+08:00

Yarrrbaadaabbbaaadoooooo~

Mr Money's here. HELLO!!

I know, you'll be gone in no time.

I need to bloat my bank.

Badly.

2007-12-12T09:39:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling entirely dismal after reading a friend's post in her journal. She should have just deserved better. Digressing, was blog hopping in the early morning and I realised many Uni-students have been defeated by exams. Currently, I feel like I'm such a worrier over results. ugh. If I don't do well, I might just die this instant. This bad.

Anyhows, today, I'm starting to read RongNa's book. She lent me like, months ago?

2007-12-11T16:20:00.000+08:00

Hello Santa, I've owned no wishing list for I feel that they are totally preposterous.

But, can I receive this phone for Christmas?

2007-12-11T16:01:00.000+08:00

I want to do something to my hair, but yet, I can't decide on which kind of hazards should be attempted. I'm contemplating, big perms =/ Not Macy Gray though. Oh, by the way, the so called "dead seller" has revived. Saturdayyy afternoon -I'm getting you!

Anyhows, I'm ending work in approximately two hours. I can't wait to reach granny's place. Haven't seen the folks since I started working. The ultimate is, my favourite dishes are whipped up! =D Yayy! My pay's on the way, like finally. Next, I need to resist spending. It's been too much even though theres this pinch of satisfaction whenever I see the products, but I do feel the pain when I sight the damages inflicted onto my little bankbook =D

Okay, Christmas presents are major headaches when you're the purchaser. Not that cash's an issue, but, what to get(?).!

I've got quite a number of pictures to share, I'll do it when I'm priviledged with the time.

2007-12-07T14:53:00.000+08:00

This is totally more than being mean! Annoyed and raging mad. My pay's delayed -For goddamn knows how long. So all along, I've been pinning for, nothing. arghh.

Hello agency, I'm so going to burn you down! dshfdshfdshfdshfdshfdshfdshfdshfdshfdshf.

An update: Cheque on Monday, mark your words.

2007-12-07T09:28:00.000+08:00

Hello. It's morning. It's payday. But my revenue's not in yet. =( So mean.

I'll need to wait after two pm. Agony, ughhhhhhh. I love money. Like who doesn't?.

2007-12-06T15:15:00.000+08:00

Payday's tomorrow. Yayy! I need money in my pocket. Christmas's around the corner, cash will all be spent on presents. I want a new cell phone. So, maybe it's time for me to hang a sock on my door. Perhaps, Santa's coming. =)

2007-11-27T14:12:00.000+08:00

My office's fax machines are extirpating me, real nastily. Irrevelant, but I'm annoyed and I critically need to just silently jot it down somewhere. Anddddd, I'm honestly wondering if anyone still bothers to just take a single glance at my blog. HAHA! Not that I'm lazy to blog, but school has been unfair. Alright, back to Public Relations =B

Hello payday, you're just ten days away. I miss you very very much, soulmate.

2007-11-27T09:57:00.000+08:00

We are all marching in this parade of love, drowning in its foolish games. People masquerade in deceptions, so we say, moments are never too precious. Possibly, he's just an ordinary friend. Aching for the absent past, I know, it vanished. If I could find my way back home, again. Things should have been better, I'm crashed.

2007-11-22T20:55:00.000+08:00

Just a short update. Nothing new, hair's still long, still obese, still with eugene, and still busy. No, busier as compared to the past. Now what. You know, possessing a mundane and stagnant blog's in trend now =D !

2007-10-25T20:05:00.000+08:00

2007-10-13T11:53:00.000+08:00

Thank you Eugene for this baby =)

2007-10-12T16:55:00.000+08:00

Hi Don. This entry's for you.

dshf

2007-10-06T02:45:00.000+08:00

HELLO BIRTHDAY BOY!

Digressing, today, Happy Birthday Jia Ling :) Sweet Twenty girl!

2007-10-05T03:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONNY =D

2007-10-04T00:31:00.000+08:00

I love every single bit of how I've been.

2007-09-25T10:31:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I learnt the grey side of everything.

Of people, of everything.

2007-09-21T10:32:00.000+08:00

Actually, I have alot of photos to share. But, no equipments, no time, no nothing. hahh. One day I'll share. :)

p/s: I hope tonight's Obar trip will be well. Don, cross your fingers and hug your thighs tight. =))

2007-09-19T09:27:00.000+08:00

Please don't come tearing the home again.

2007-09-13T16:52:00.001+08:00

I've either been eating, sashaying my way to the ladies or staring aimlessly into the high technical square box accompanied with fingers clicking constantly on the wired mouse. I'm mould into a lethargic robot, it's wise for me to start making authentic use of my brains real soon. Work is getting overly stale simply because there isn't really much to complete/meet the deadlines.

The real thing is, when will I ever master the art of satisfaction? :) I should be glad receiving cash doing nothing much. Right?(.)

2007-09-12T15:29:00.000+08:00

Ipod Touch, are you about to invite yourself to my fingers?

2007-09-10T11:39:00.000+08:00

She can't make herself believe it, perhaps she doesn't want to. She cried and whine -solely because she didn't get to eat her riceballs. Dorkshit! I think I'm extremely infantine and retarded to the ultimate.

Boyfriend: Go ahead and cry. Let people think that I'm bullying you. But you're crying because you didn't get to eat your tang-yuan.

Girlfriend: I told you I want to eat!

Boyfriend: But you said you don't want ginger soup. How? Whats so special about having it today? When you eat the riceballs, you can't taste ginger!

Girlfriend: But you raised your voice at me!

Boyfriend: When I speak softly, you claim that I'm mumbling. So, I need to speak loudly!

Girlfriend: (Gave a whatever~ face and look away..)

Boyfriend: Okay, so you're crying because of five balls. Or maybe four. No, maybe three only..

Lesson learnt: Never weep over riceballs. It's stupidshit! Now, the entire incident is making me feel like shitting and laughing at one go! HAAAAAA.

2007-09-07T10:09:00.000+08:00

We're still here, but its no more the same. Tell me, can we recover? I think, we've lost. The stone after its throw, you'll see the resemblance.

I see friends blogging about the anticipations and dynamism whirling around themselves. From there, it makes me feel so ashame of my living. I have no accusations on anyone nor anything, I manufacture my life.

2007-09-05T10:46:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD! I'm currently in the office now blogging, because my laptop died on me. :/ And I'm overly lazy to have it collected.

I've been so busy that I'm feeling congested -And this explains why I haven't been blogging. I'm loving work and school has officially started. My life's away from boredom, I'm meeting new people :) Above of these, I adore my allocated cubicle (I'm surrounded by tons of files and papers, I love my two gigantic chairs, I love the heart-shaped cushion, I love the mug Eugene bought, I love my earl grey tea and my Disney mousepad! HAHA) Finally, a new day represents something. Now, I'm contemplating if I ought to have my journal shut down, it seems redundant since I wouldn't be blogging much often unless I've got nothing to attend to.

My life's only accompanied with work and studies. Stagnancy's a serial killer. I need more to my life. I need to meet up more with friends and hang till late nights, I'm suffering under a major deficiency of laughter and craps. I miss hanging around with peers and not care about the world.
I think I'm filled with cartons of contradictions, I'm sounding like a pathetic lifeless soul now. Didn't I mention that I'm loving everything I'm doing now and my life's away from boredom? eeeeeeeeek.

My office's freezing shit, I'm feeling like a froze pork! I want my lunch time..

2007-08-23T13:17:00.000+08:00

Employed, finally :)

p/s: Anyone who wish to get a tutee. Please let me know. Interested parties, get details from me. Thank you. Urgent! Urgent! Urgent!
Email me at jossyde_fondue@hotmail.com

2007-08-16T07:05:00.000+08:00

Hello Earth. The weather's good, the sun's bright, clouds are clear and birds are chriping. I'm officially declaring that I've fully recovered from my major illness which caused me worse than hell -this explains why I haven't been blogging because it brought me up to the thirty eight point three degrees, squeezed me swollen gums, disastrous sore throat and provided me with the ultimate vomiting sessions. Oh yes and Eugene suspected that I'm a Dengue patient HAHA. :) Anyhows, I slept too early last night and now I'm staring into space again. Aiya, I think I'll go whip up pasta. Hungry already :/

Ahhhhh Yes. Did I mention that I love Eugene's baseball-bat dance? I swear, hilarious! =D Can die, from laughing. HAHAHAHA. Sometimes, just sometimes, he thinks that he's just so sexxyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2007-08-09T19:11:00.000+08:00

Sweet Fourteenth, Eugene. :) Anyhows, Daddy's contemplating to get me a new notebook. (My current is providing me with tons of issues to handle with, and my brother can officially brand it his companion. haha) I want the VAIO-CR, I think. Can't wait for the IT Fair which is going to be held at Expo, seemingly commencing at the end of the month.(?) Today, I saw the red Ipod Nano on sale at SimLim. Why? why? why? It was supposed to be purchased solely via Apple.com.(?) Or am I backdated now. =/

By the way, this is excessively nonsensical -Currently, I have four partially-borned teeth (Wisdom? I have no idea) growing. I own thirty-two teeth. What is yours? =) Alright now. Happy National Day Singapore.

2007-08-08T00:46:00.000+08:00

Today, I received a water game donut.

2007-08-06T22:17:00.000+08:00

First of all, just to make known-I'm still kicking, big in physical measurements and doing good. Eugene and I have been spending awesome time together, be it in the quality or quantity aspects. It's good, good and good :) Did I mention that I'm under this gigantic craving for mussels these days? Anyhows, we'll be catching Knocked Up tomorrow, because there's no time slot for Invincible Target -And it makes me happy! =D

Honestly, why did it take me so long to fall in love with Elvis Presley?

2007-07-28T02:33:00.000+08:00

Burning forehead, frozen fingers and toes accompanied with the runny nose.

2007-07-24T20:21:00.000+08:00

Do you want some macaroni or colourful sugared biscuits?

2007-07-24T04:53:00.000+08:00

I think I missed you while you're dominating the seat right beside me.

2007-07-22T05:48:00.001+08:00

Right now, I'm feeling fcuking annoyed.

2007-07-20T01:52:00.000+08:00

I was awakened by this incongruous nightmare, it just comprehensively made no sense.

Everyone (Characters who doesn't exist in reality, and I) were encircling this humongous table. No doubt, feasting. I saw this abominable looking cooked fowl's skin which looked excessively artificial, situated right in front of my eyes. It resembles an exaggerated Esplanade shell-case and I just can't rid the sight off my mind. I'll be generating myself into a psychopath if the shadow of the cooked fowl's skin remains in me. The recalls of the nightmare just made me puke half my lungs out, and no kidding. I think it'll be warding off my appetite for quite a number of days.
Having said that, is it good or bad now? -I don't know.

At the present moment, Insomnia's commanding its attacks. Journey throughout the entire night will now start to assassinate.

2007-07-18T23:02:00.000+08:00

The smell of you still lingers on me now.

2007-07-14T05:40:00.000+08:00

Her heart tried to complicate, and if you can save these tears from crying.

2007-07-13T23:23:00.000+08:00

When the appropriate location is just not everything. I'm feeling so much, yet, I have not much to say. I think time alone is throwing our love away, dramatically. It's horrifying when you got your emotions trampled on without knowing why.

2007-07-12T01:22:00.000+08:00

You're stucked in my head but I can't see. I found myself ransacking the blueprints. I missed your words and asked, "Would you be my everyday?"

2007-07-11T03:49:00.000+08:00

We live in a moment of history and begin to realise the present is here only when it is disappearing.

For now. I know, I'm smiling from within.

2007-07-10T00:34:00.000+08:00

Today's awesome. Baby was sweet, tuition was not-too-bad and interview went smoothly. Anyhows, I'm offered with a better job by the interviewers, they've referred me from the administrative department to the marketing department, and I'm going down for another interview at Great Eastern tomorrow -For the position, Marketing Associate. :) I hope I'll make it through. Oh yes! Mummy's accompanying me to interview tomorrow, it might sound so infant-like. But it's okay, I like =D

But you know, but you know. My feet's now displayed with four round ugly blisters. They could kill. :(
I need sleep. Goodbye.

I love you, I love you and I love you, Eugene.

2007-07-08T00:40:00.000+08:00

A good course turned into an unexpected situation. To hell with good intentions. Why are you such a letdown?